everything difficult
what others think. do i make a fool of myself? is it best to never open my mouth? since im not able to deliver my deliverables? if i dont speak to anyone for the fear of embarrasing myself, then will the opportunities not come to me? or get closed to me? why cant i seem to do anything? why is everything is so hard. should i quit my path now and truly go into architecture and design? is that wise after what i know about the world? how do i find passion for what im doing as i get from design?